Sometimes I think...

Sometimes I think that life likes to put obstacles on the way to us. Is not here talking about me but about a colleague, which is for me a close up and very worried about it. I'm worried because he has problems, and it is a very sensitive girl. I would like to help her somehow but I can not, I do not know how I could. Same I have never been on her site, not lost love. I do not know what you may feel now only do I guess and imagine.

Carnival of life?

Life is one great Carnival or perhaps skit itself did not know exactly. Every day we wake up not knowing really what will bring us this day, what will be next. Surround us people that really don't know although we give them all your cares and worries. We can never be sure that our secrets remain just for them, no one else to know. There is always the risk that most people take, and then regrets it. I don't want to take that risk, I'm not so bold, very afraid of suffering that will come. For me, it's something much more than a simple expression of their feelings of the other person. I prefer to close in on itself than someone talk about what I feel, I prefer to stop your feelings to yourself.

Why I say that life is a Carnival? Maybe that's why every day, each takes a different mask, which often can not guess. Every day we assume a different costume, costume. Waking up not know what disguise we will set up. We cannot predict what will happen the next day or in a few minutes. Everything we are planning may disappear for one small thing. 

Back to memories

Sitting at home in the day off because we have a national day meditate and remember. Now when I sit in front of my laptop remind me of the moments in life that shaped me as I am now. I mention friends and enemies, moments that are gone, family and loved ones. Sometimes I want to change everything, go back to those moments to do something more or change something. I'm probably the only such person, but one of the few that are not afraid to talk about it, and actually write. Make a lot of mistakes in my life that I would like to fix it, which if I'd just may not have committed, I would never. While in College, along with her friend remember that steal money from class colleagues, who took them. Soon it all came to light. Now when these moments I recall it was not worth it, and eat such a humiliation for the stupid 40 PLN. But what we were then just children who are taught only life. I think, however, that it led me to who I am now, gave me a lesson for the future. Currently, I am a person in itself, others know me as much as they let me only. I prefer to read in the room than partying. I've been working out in the shop with clothing, and I've gotten honest to a fault, I try to live so that I don't have to be ashamed for itself. It is one of the many memories so that the rest is dearer. For example, as I stayed with friends, sleep in a tent in her back yard when we were wearing in two suddenly something started banging in tent and open closed entrance, I remember that awful to be afraid, but in the end, the same laugh at each other. We were very good friends. Unfortunately, the friend has not survived and fell apart in high school. It has changed drastically, so much so that her writings not, not in terms of appearance, but behavior became quite a different girl, but unfortunately I do not have time for me. It's sad how people changed society and how it's easy to forget about the people who were close to him. Sometimes sitting in the room it is writing saves me, it helps to pour out emotions roiling tides in me, emotions that can sometimes overwhelm me, with whom I can not cope. Writing is my stepping stone from it all, this is something that makes me great pleasure. Therefore, I would like to someday work as a journalist, and in his spare time to write stories because according to some I'm doing it as well. Maybe someday I will put here a slice of one of the stories. Maybe it will be on the occasion of the 1000 page views of your blog? The same I do not know.

Hello It's Me

Hejka then again I, so after a long break I decided to finally write something. I am currently a contrasting school still learning and science, Einstein or Hamlet. You can go mad, but oh well such is life. Recently, I was just wondering on how to make it look like my life if I hadn't gone to Harvard or Oxford. From what I read that there were on the Internet itself, it appears that the brew is so hard to not appearances to get on any of the University. But not looking too far into the future I'm curious what's going on with you dogs reader or czytelniczko. My life is currently in: I do not want to do anything in addition to healthy eating. Recently I started to mix the fruits of mixing them, they are delicious and very healthy. Now, to my taste a cocktail from banana, kiwi and oranges, it is delicious and even without added sugar it tastes wonderful. Do you also like something healthy to eat or drink instead of calories? I'm curious how many people also prefer healthier things.

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In life, in fact, there are things worth fighting to the very end. - Paulo Coelho

How do you day has passed? Because me as somehow good, in high school I was only three hours. Was the day open to high school students so they can become familiar with the building and available opportunities for further learning. Showing them I noticed that they were very shy, afraid to try. I did so and I was able to go home. Ever since I came back to collect science for tomorrow because he is waiting for me tomorrow test of geography. So you have that you'd like to take to learn and you will not go? All of a sudden are there any commitments or you need to do something in the same time as you learn?
I have. I'm sitting already probably the fifth time next to the books and still went to them. Promises to be an interesting test this tomorrow.
And as for my good humor, I hope that this will remain so because if you've read my previous posts guessed that rarely are days when I'm in a good mood. In addition, I am pleased by the fact that over the nearly 4 months is more than 300 impressions. It really motivates you. Sometimes it is here by writing to let loose, relaxes. The addition of music, then what? It depends on the mood already.
Now I listen to while writing the text of the song:

I like it and you?

Easter-tears, melancholy

My life sucks. This is the truth. Easter, and I was alone at home, there is no even to speak up. All friends spend their time with their families. I unfortunately do not have a family, or at least that you interested in getting involved is what I feel and what I want. Sitting at home all the time, think practically. About my life and what it will be about the fact that others at the same time are among the people who love them. It's funny because I think I was the only I would like to live with your parents feel their love and enjoy their presence. I was not ever feel love, parental always missed me since I can remember. Melancholy comes at me especially in the holidays when I sit alone trying to recall a happy moment in my life involved with the family, but there is no such. The only light they are memories my foster grandmother, which I think that I loved because I felt that despite her anger when I did something wrong. With her I was happy with it I spent the most beautiful moments, even a trip to England after all was not so beautiful. My grandmother gave me love and happiness, now when it is not I was quite alone. I don't have one with you. Nobody can tell you what I feel for the truth, I have no friends that I could like to confide that I understood and not rejected. Because who would want to know someone like me. Pretending to be someone else better to me is to live, it's easier. No need to explain why I am sad and I have tears on the cheeks. Like everyone I love and happiness. Is it so much? Do I wish impossible? . . . Sometimes I fall asleep and never wake up, dreaming forever

Witam po przerwie Hello after a break

Przepraszam, że rzadko tutaj bywam ale natłok nauki jest ogromny, czasami już nie daję rady Do tego dochodzi praca i inne obowiązki. Obecnie siedzę na łóżku z laptopem na kolanach otoczona książkami, które czekają aby się nimi zająć. Masa nauki mimo, że matura za rok. Nauczyciele nie rozumieją uczniów, dla nich ważne jest to by zrealizować temat i mieć święty spokój. Nie interesuje ich, że nie dajemy rady, że to za dużo. Masz to zrobić i koniec bo ocena niedostateczna. Niestety niesprawiedliwość nadal istnieje. Nikt tego nie powstrzyma . Pamiętam, że kiedyś szkoła była dla mnie czymś miłym bo mogłam dowiedzieć się nowych rzeczy, czegoś ciekawego nauczyć, obecnie mam jej dość. Jak można słuchać w kółko i to samo tego samego. To jest już przesada wystarczy to raz przerobić. Po co też uczyć się gdzie jest jakieś miasto czy obiekt skoro i tak mało nas to obchodzi bo nie mamy zamiar pojechać tam, a jeśli nawet to sami potrafimy odnaleźć informacje na ten temat. Na tym niestety zakończę gdyż muszę wracać do nauki. Na umilenie reszty dnia, a dla niektórych moich czytelników z tego co zauważyłam początku dnia pozostawiam piosenkę uczestniczki tegorocznej Eurowizji 2016 Aidy Nikolaychuk. Zaczęłam jej słuchać po tym jak przez przypadek wpadłam na nagranie rosyjskiego muzycznego show gdzie jej głos był niezwykły, sędziowie myśleli, że to nie ona śpiewa.

I'm sorry that I rarely visit here but the plethora of science is a huge, sometimes already do not give advice To that work and other obligations. Now I'm sitting on the bed with the laptop on my lap surrounded by books that are waiting to take care of them. The weight of science although the school for a year. Teachers don't understand the students, it is important for them to realise about it and have peace of mind. I'm not interested in them, they do not give advice that is too much. You have to do it and the end because insufficient assessment. Unfortunately there is still injustice. No one can stop. I remember that I used the school for me was something nice because I was able to learn new things, to learn something interesting, now I have it fairly. How can you listen to over and over again and the same thing of the same. This is already too much just this time. After which they learn where a city or an object once and so little we care because we have no intention to go there, and even if this alone we can find information on this topic. At the end, unfortunately, because I have to go back to science. To make the rest of the day, and for some of my readers from what I noticed early in the day I leave the song of this year's Eurovision Song Contest contestants 2016 Aida Nikolaychuk. I started to listen to it once by accident, I got a recording of the music of the Russian show where her voice was remarkable, the judges thought that it is not she sings.